My 'A'

Too big.

Too complicated.

So hard to comprehend,

but i'm still fighting for my 'A'.

Although i know that it will slip away.

This is all i've ever wanted,

something that i will never get.

I know that i'll never forget how much i want this.

This is too hard to fight for when i'm losing.
But i'm fighting.
Hoping , Dreaming that it will go my way.

Or will this be that shattered dream that taunts me in the night,
making me wish that i had  won the battle and the fight,

The shattered dream i'm trying to fix before it becomes brocken.