When i don't know what to write. Thats a bad sign surley i would have something to say. Exams, Exams are taunting me and harrasing me untill i revise . guess i all i have to say is "Go away exams" but i know they wont listen. I would love to write a letter to the exam paper (yes the A4 booklet) telling it that i really hate it; if i do this i will get a U for it. Well that is okay if i want my grades to spell the word unicorn , then that is fantstic. I'd like to tell it to stop ruining my life and  to stop making me obsessivley panicky. I would also like to tell the exam paper that   i don't really like the black ink and the white paper and i would strongly reccomend that it's words should be printed in orange becasue that colour is totally awesome if you are a baked bean fanatic or if you love the colour orange like i doand the colour of the paper should be purple! Why? because that would be so legendary and would make my dreams come true well it would if i actually dreamt of purple paper and orange ink,i have better things to dream of.
Life, life sometimes i actually think what is the point when everything good you have is ruined by everyone else and this as been going on too long.  Every body changes the meaning of life to make it about sucsessand money and education . Do we need this to have a sucsessful society, well for one i think i-pods are the purpose of life.Joking seriously there really must be more to life than a job, exam and anything else that put any form of stress on us and temporarily ruines our life.
Life somthing you cant let other ruin!

The End.

Everything will stop beathing,
Everything will stop living,
Everything will be different,
It will be somthing i don't want,
I want the past ,
the good times too last,
and i don't want to start all over again.

Everything spins closer and closer to the end 18 school days to go. I can't leave school I'm only fifteen! Everyone else is ready and excited. I'm not ready, I'm panickstricken i actually don't know what to do. Everybody finds it easy, their not really bothered. I hate people ending chapters of my life for me why do we only have to be legally allowed to stay 5 years in secondary school  ? Why not 6. If i had an extra year i would have done better in my exams, If i had an extra year i would be old enough to leave school and be sensible, If i had an extra year,it would save me from failing at A-level.

September gotta start over again, new friends, new life, new courses.
Who says "New" is good ? A new phone can be rubbish, new jam can be mouldy so i think new stuff is stupid.
"Old " says routine and saftey and being safe from attack or drinkdriving sixthformers.

18 days to go everyone needs to remember we arre not talking about Christmas but the rest of our lives.